Anonymous Devotee from India says: Om Jai Sairam. Baba with your blessings I am starting to narrate my experiences and also I am begging for all your prayers. My stories are long, please apologize me and also for my English. From the year of 2008 only, Baba has called me to His home (Shirdi). That was the first visit for me to my Baba’s home. I didn’t know anything about my Sai, when I reached there. I stared all the devotees praying Him with many joys and tears etc. By seeing that I became stunned because how it can possible that a Baba has gained this much children’s in His home. From that time, I just prayed Him that Baba, as your other children’s, please accept me also and give me a stable trust on You my Sai. This is what my first prayer.

But after that I returned to my college and I didn’t experience anything from Him. So I thought that He didn’t accept as His child and I returned with sorrows and worries with my college days. I have forget all God and enjoyed with my friends (an unlimited enjoyment). That enjoyment put me in pit. Usually I don’t scold anyone and I punish me if I get angry on others more than hurting them. My weak character is I will show more courtesy on anyone, who need my help. I won’t think whether they are good or bad. I won’t analyze whether their need is true or false. But my help will go wrong. I don’t know why it happens to me always.



We are two sister in my family. My sister got married and she faced many hurdles and obstacles. She got one bubbly boy, but at the age of one, my sister passed away due to dowry problem. They (in-laws, husband and others) murdered my sister in cruel way. All these happened before my Saima entered in my life. My parents has become so and so ill on these happenings. I am the only trust and faith for them. No one is there with us except my Sai.

I was in love with a boy in my UG degree as it was not a matured age for love to me. Even though I loved him as mad, but at last we have broke up. At this time, my karmas started. Another boy from other surroundings has loved me, but I was not interested to accept him. I hated him lot, but from my friend’s compulsion and his blackmail after two years I accepted and told to my parents that he loves me, so give us permission for marriage. My parents know about my past love also, even though they told ok for the marriage. My dad asked him to wait for two years and told not to talk with me till then.

My Karma Become More Strong

Yes from that I realized his original face. When He proposed me, he told he is a blood cancer patient (as I told before my weakness is showing courtesy on others). I accepted his love because of that cancer. But now I have fallen in pit and I can’t get up from that because he has used me even though this minute he loves me. He is torturing me as psycho does. He wants me to talk each and every second, but if I talk I am cheating my parents. They don’t have anyone other than me and also I want my parent’s happiness. He wants to meet me at every time he is free. He is not thinking about my job. I hate meeting him because of my neglecting; he spread many rumors and gossips in my working place, so that I came out from job.

Each and every minute I am crying in my bathrooms, bed under pillows (these pillows know my pain of tears). I know these are happening because of my karmas but I need to know for how many days I want to get these pains. I am doing Sai Bhajans and reading Sai Satcharitra books and also doing fast, but don’t know why Baba not seeing me. But I know He is with me. I have left eating my favorite non-veg dish because of my Baba. What else my Baba wants from me. I don’t know, but I am ready to leave all at His feet. All I want is my parent’s happiness.

MY EXPERIENCES:

Once I beat myself and hitting in Baba’s feet and asked whether He is with me and want me to show Him now so that I hurt myself a lot. That time a miracle is happened. In my home town, two north India people came in before my home and called me out. When I came out, I saw my Baba, my Saima is sitting in one vehicle containing all Shirdi photos, prasadham. I asked them from where are you coming. They told that they are from Shirdi. Now too my tears are filled in my eyes while typing these. Unknowingly they came to my home.

Oh my God, what a power has my Sai. I have filled with overwhelm. I have become strong enough in thoughts while my Sai is with me. No one can put me ill. Where ever I go, I will see my Baba everywhere. He is with me.

My friend’s, my Sai children, my question is one thing. Why I should get his torture till this second by blackmailing with my photos and asking to do whatever he says. Will my karma never end or as my karma is more? Will my Baba help for me? I am still in my Baba’s way as Shraddha and Saburi.

My Expectations: All I wanted is my parent’s happiness. Because of me, they don’t want to get happiness, but they should not get sorrows. I need and expect that from my Baba. That’s my prayers. Please pray for me to separate from that boy’s torture. Also I am getting slightly baldness (not severe) in my head due to these thoughts. As a girl I want my hair back at least until my marriage. I want my marriage soon to escape from him and also due to my parent’s compulsion. Save me soon Baba or else take me from this earth and to Your feet. I want to surrender in Your feet. Please please help me my Sai. None is there for me to share other than You.


© Devotees Experiences with Shirdi Sai Baba

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  1. Om Sai Ram, Have faith in Baba.He is with you that is why he has come to your house from shirdi,which is by means a small thing.You were not hurting yourself instead you were hurting Baba. Just remember baba till the time your are alive,No matter what happens to you baba will ultimately protect u from that person and will also arrange some good match for you.Have faith ,you are in the right hands.
    Om Sai Ram.

  2. Baba why these pains for your devotees. Are we not your children? please please wash off our bad karmas and give us eternal bliss. How can you see your children suffer deva??…. Please help us deva….

  3. Feeling really sorry for your situation. Hope Baba gets you out of all this mess and helps you lead a happy/normal life. Please Baba, give strength to this devotee of yours and punish the sinners!!

    OM SAI RAM!!

    • hello Sai sister, I generally do not post comments, but my prayers are with you. Never ever for a second think that Baba has left you alone. Sometimes we dont know what his plans are we start blaming him. Also, for the guy you are talking about – he told you that he has cancer… did you verify, do you know for sure? if you do not love him please try and stay away from him. You are thinking about spending the rest of your life with someone you dont really love and who does not respect your parents wishes…. I appreciate your love and commitment towards your parents… Sai ma will surely keep them happy… but remember, your parents will be truly happy only if you are happy…Also, what is it that the guy keeps blackmailing you with… what will happen if you tell it all to your parents, it might hurt them a little, but it might be better than spending rest of your life with emotional torture…Tell that guy that you will report him to the police if he blackmails you again… I am really sorry for what happened to your sister… I hope Saima takes care of her bubbly little boy.. I still cannot understand why people do such things for dowry….

      Please Please Please stay strong dear sister… try to forget about your past and cherish the present…. try to focus on the positives of life… I know doing all this is very difficult, but trust BABA… Sharaddha and Saburi (Faith and Patience) …. May God bless you and help you live a normal life…..

  4. Heart wrenching experience. I am sure Baba is hearing your plea and watching you. I am sure, wherever you are that there are women protection organizations. If you approach them and the media maybe you can expect freedom from the problem.

    O Deva, Thank You for surrounding us with family and friends who care for us, let our actions be only that make them people around us proud. Thank You O Sadguru for all the faith and trust that You have in us when You fulfil our desires, we hope to walk the path of righteousness and be worthy of Your blessings.

    Thank You for all the miracles and all the Love & Peace O Sai 🙂

    Jai Sairam
    Sharma

  5. u can talk to ur parents directly abt this problem………….for once they will b sad but then the guy will have nothing to blackmail u or else take any of ur friends help and go to women protection centre……..
    for baldness do regular oiling by adding a pinch of baba udi….

    • exactly……even i thought of telling the same thing…tell it off to your parents..they are living gods….they will surely solve your problem…….you are unnecesarrily troubling yourself by hiding this from your parents….how did you believe him just like that?
      sorry if i said something wrong…heartfelt sorries!!
      take care & always keep :d

  6. Baba please do not test her patience any more.please bless that girl with s good match soon and keep away from that guy. i know that YOU are aware of what is good for her still my heart says to help her in this way so i am begging for help behalf of that girl. Deva i know you have forgotten me but but i do not want to. OM SAI RAM !!!!!

  7. Baba will surely help you.I've full faith on my Sai maa.be strong dear.Baba please make my debarun pass both of his exams.om Sai ram

  8. Dear Sister,

    Have faith in Baba all your problems will be solved. Please try to get get some kind of protection from this person who is torturing you so much.

    Sairam.

  9. OM SAI RAM.good morning baba.before sometime i have sent a sms to my MIL for sorry.i know i don't hvae ny fault phir bhi i said sorry.but she has not yet replied me.i have surrendred to u baba.take care of the things.today i had plaaed to kill myself but baba u only remove that thut from my mind and put this thut to sent sms to my mil.let see kya hota hai.aur kitna suffering likha hai meri zindegi main.om sai ram.

  10. sairam dear sister,
    baba will surely remove you from this calamity, hold on to his feet tightly, wait untill you will be pulled out. and one more thing dear, read hanuman chalisa and tell baba to protect you from that evil person, that fellow has no cancer nothing, he used make up stories by knowing your nature, if at all he spreads rumors, etc , still be firm, your parents,your true wellwishers, and mainly our baba knows who u are , so dont shake or fear from that person, remember always one thing dear, a seed sown in ground and a truth hidden will always come out at proper time, so if there are back bitings behind you also about that rumors, let them be, be cos when baba turns ur fate then all these people will be suprised seeing you and all their mouths will be shut. so open up ur heart to baba only, dont care the rumors, dont care that evil person's threats, and blackmails. put all burderns on baba and be strong, u will sure get a very very good days ahead, this is a calamity, u will come out of it surely.

    • I fully agree with above comments. Please neglect that guy and never care for him. Be peaceful. Time will solve all the issues. Just concentrate on your parents and your career. Avoid that guy. Jai sairam.

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  12. Om Sai Ram..
    Dear Sister dont worry…Baba may have some different plan for you. Just keep faith on him. Everything will be fine.
    Om Sai Ram

  13. Dear Sai sister,
    There is a saying that “God helps those who help themselves”.
    As per what you wrote, “Sai sister”, I would suggest the following, that on top of praying to Baba (who is my favourite God as well), you do the following:-
    (i) Take Baba’s blessing and develop as from today itself, a firm stand in your mind and heart and
    tell yourself that “I am a mature and strong lady”. (Forget whatever mistakes you did before,
    just move ahead),

    (ii) Immediately also say to yourself and show to others (be your friend or others), as from today
    that “I won’t let anybody (yes anybody) play with my feelings”. Remember that it is you who
    decide what you will do with your life, not your boyfriend or others.

    (iii) Don ‘t be afraid when you see your boyfriend anywhere. You cannot prevent your boyfriend
    from going out. Consider him as from now as “An experience of the past”. Your boyfriend will
    try at all cost to denigrate/defame you just to prove to others that he still has the upper hand
    on you. LET HIM DO AS HE WANTS TO. DON’T GET INFLUENCED BY HIM. (Remember
    your first resolution),

    (iv) Think well as from today before going forward to help anybody. We always have a tendency to
    think that “ I must help the opposite party seeking help and if I will not help him I will lower
    myself in my self esteem or what will the other party or other people say”. If you can’t just say
    “I can’t, I am sorry and finish with it”. STOP MAKING YOURSELF A CULPRIT OF YOUR
    ACTION.

    (v) Think as from today what you want to achieve (new projects) and begin to think how you will
    achieve it.

    (vi) Don’t put in your mind that “that I will not get a good partner, if I refuse to obey to my actual
    boyfriend or what will others say”. It is better for you, not to have a boyfriend than the actual
    boyfriend. Once you move ahead and succeed in your future endeavours (new projects), Baba
    will himself find a good match for you , help you in your career provided you make the effort..

    LAST WORD “BUILD YOUR CONFIDENCE IMMEDIATELY, DONOT HANG BACK ON YOUR PAST KARMA”. LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL ESPECIALLY WITH SAIBABA.

    OM SAI RAM

  14. Dear Sai sister,
    There is a saying that “God helps those who help themselves”.
    As per what you wrote, “Sai sister”, I would suggest the following, that on top of praying to Baba (who is my favourite God as well), you do the following:-
    (i) Take Baba’s blessing and develop as from today itself, a firm stand in your mind and heart and tell yourself that “I am a mature and strong lady”. (Forget whatever mistakes you did before, just move ahead),

    (ii) Immediately also say to yourself and show to others (be your friend or others), as from today that “I won’t let anybody (yes anybody) play with my feelings”. Remember that it is you who decide what you will do with your life, not your boyfriend or others.

    (iii) Don ‘t be afraid when you see your boyfriend anywhere. You cannot prevent your boyfriend from going out. Consider him as from now as “An experience of the past”. Your boyfriend will try at all cost to denigrate/defame you just to prove to others that he still has the upper hand on you. LET HIM DO AS HE WANTS TO. DON’T GET INFLUENCED BY HIM. (Remember your first resolution),

    (iv) Think well as from today before going forward to help anybody. We always have a tendency to think that “ I must help the opposite party seeking help and if I will not help him I will lower myself in my self esteem or what will the other party or other people say”. If you can’t just say “I can’t, I am sorry and finish with it”. STOP MAKING YOURSELF A CULPRIT OF YOUR ACTION.

    (v) Think as from today what you want to achieve (new projects) and begin to think how you will achieve it.

    (vi) Don’t put in your mind that “that I will not get a good partner, if I refuse to obey to my actual boyfriend or what will others say”. It is better for you, not to have a boyfriend than the actual boyfriend. Once you move ahead and succeed in your future endeavours (new projects), Baba will himself find a good match for you , help you in your career provided you make the effort..

    LAST WORD “BUILD YOUR CONFIDENCE IMMEDIATELY, DONOT HANG BACK ON YOUR PAST KARMA”. LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL ESPECIALLY WITH SAIBABA.

    OM SAI RAM

    • Hi Dhottywalla, I'm really wonderstruck with your message here. Its an inspired one. feeling very happy. even I'm also in a problem bt i'm trying to get out of that one. After seeing this msg, its really given by Baba who is always with me. Thanks a lot. definitely, the girl who shared her experience here, wil come out of that bad situation. I'm having that hope on baba.

      He will help and save that girl..

  15. Om Sai Ram.

    We love you a lot BABA and thank you from the bottom of our heart for all your love, kindness, grace , blessings and guidance. You keep watching over us always and keep making us better human beings. You are the best BABA and take all our troubles and sufferings on yourself . Please make us good human beings so that we can deserve your grace. Please wipe away all our bad qualities. We surrender at your LOTUS and HOLY feet . Please keep your boon bestowing heand on our heads always and please guide and bless us in every aspect of our house, Love you a lot Gurudeva Dattatreya. May your blessings reach all of us always and help us to live a good and happy life.

    OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI.

  16. Baba please bless her and bless us all baba. You are our only hope.

    Jai sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    Jai Sai Ram
    LU BABA

  17. Baba, please help us and show her the right path. Please give us enough strength to get over our bad karmas. Dear Sai Sister, just have faith faith and faith in our Baba (our father). If possible try to do the Nav Guruvar Vrat, believe me it works wonders.

  18. Dear devotee,

    It is true that karma which plays an important role in our life.One cannot escape the fruits of past karma. By chanting BABA's name we can pass the bitter stages of our suffering's.
    In you case,I feel you are giving undue importance to your boyfriend.You are not a bonded person to him to suffer at his hands. Why don't you report to relatives/elders or atleast take the help of police /Mahila court to releive yourself from his clutches, if you really want to be freed from him. It is not that hard as you imagine.Even married girl's are taking help from "Mahila courts" to get rid from their harassing husbands.Then you are not yet married, then why do you suffer at his hands. It is really absurd to undergo such severe trauma.

    So take the help of Mahila court or good neighbours and teach him a lesson not to trouble you anymore in future.

    OM SAI RAM

  19. Baba, please help us and show her the right path. Please give us enough strength to suffer and get over our bad karmas. Dear Sai Sister, just have faith, faith and faith in Baba (our father). If possible try to do the Nav Guruvar Vrat, believe me it works wonders. Om Sai Ram

  20. Om Sai Ram…baba will bless you, rightly said devotee, hold on to his feet tightly, nothing is impossible for our baba.

  21. You are Sai devotee, Baba will help you, may be he want to give you the best, so He is delaying…. May Sai bless you sooner….. Om Sai…

  22. BABA this devotee is so humble she wrote her experience and her karma in block letter but wrote her expectation in small letter.BABA please please help her. she is really good devotee of you so please listen to her pray.OM SAI RAM!!!!!!!

  23. OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM OM SAI RAM

  24. Distribute happiness to those who are not having happiness example beggers..they need money,food ….contribute it from ur own selfprepared.
    Getting anything from sai is possible only if we leave anything.
    Om sairam baba bless u

  25. thankyou sai my pranams to you i completely surrender to the louts feet baba i like you very much you made function very sucess i felt your precencein the program i feel every comfortable with your blessings thank you saima

  26. Jai Sai Ram ji ki to all,

    Dear Sai sister keep your faith alive and chane Baba's name as much as you can. Baba will surely protect you from all miseries.
    Baba ji please help your child and give us peace and happiness.

    Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai Sai
    Love You Baba ji
    Sabse ZYAADA ji

  27. sai baba plz bless this child ..she needs ur help and teach a lesson to that sinner.i know u said i dont want my devotees to come to harm baba but he needs a big lesson from u.plz do something for her..dear dont worry baba will help u.he will never disappoint u.just remember him so much with such love and devotion that baba will have no choice other than to help u.om sai naathaye namah.

  28. oh dear devotee,
    I cried reading ur experience..baba please show her some light baba..please end her karmas by showing your miracles baba please..please give her a good match soon and keep her away from that evil person baba..baba we are all waiting for your miracles and blessings baba..please..devotee ji dont ever lose faith on baba always hold him tight he will soon end your miseries and give you a new happy life..
    om sai raam

  29. Sai Ram to fellow devotees,

    Dear devotee, who is stopping you to file a police complaint against him for torture, blackmail. He might have your photos and things but that's what these guys take the advantage of; everybody has a past, why play a victim here? Tell him he can do what he wants and you file a complaint against him…..or better don't even tell him, approach some women organization and take their help in filing the complaint.

    Baba will get someone better in your life, just have faith and wait patiently, this should help your parents as well. Just don't wait something to happen, your coming to this forum itself is proof enough of the fact that Baba is there for you. Now just act on it and relieve yourself.

    Nobody has a right to play with your life.

    May Sai give you courage and sorting this out yourself.

    Sri SatChit Anand Satguru Sainath Maharaj ki Jai!!

  30. JAI SAIRAM,
    Dear Sai sister Sai proved that he is with you. So leave everything onto his feet and surrender your self to him. Baba will take care of you. Do not think of hurting yourself, because Baba in inside us. If you hurt yourself means you are hurting Baba. Never do that, have faith on Baba, he will take care of you.

    ANANTHA KOTI BRAHMANDA NAYAKA RAJADHI RAJA YOGI RAJA PARA BRAHMA SHRI SACHIDANANDA SAMARTHA SADGURU SAINATH MAHARAJ KI JAI.
    SARVAM SHRI SAINATHARPANAMASTHU.
    Love you so much Baba.

  31. Dear Devottee, Please don't think about karma and everything. Even if its there, our Baba will vanish the entair thing. just keep shraddha and saburi on Baba and do your part. sure, he will help you.

    Baba blessings always on you.

  32. OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,
    OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,
    OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM,OM SAIRAM.

    PLS HELP ME AND SAVE MY LIFE BABA…………… JAI SAIRAM.

  33. You have had to go through a lot due to past bad karma, but I can tell you have a good nature and soon your bad karmas will end. Every day that you have to suffer is one more day that your bad karmas are being burnt off. Don't ever lose your helpful nature, there may be people who try and take advantage of helpful and nice people, but they will suffer in the end (it is the law of the universe). It is very sad you had to lose your sister and you also are being tortured by this boy. If he is doing such things to you, it is best to leave him. I will also pray to Baba to help you get through this difficult time and help you get some happy things in the near future, people of such good nature deserve to have happiness in their lives. Om Sai Ram!

  34. Om Sai Jai Sai. Deva help this child of yours with strength so that she can fight against this evil person. Deva you are merciful mother please help her to come out of this situation soon. Dear Sai sister Saiji is with you always so be strong and tell this guy in strong words that now he should stop all this rubbish otherwise you are taking a hard action. Help yourself to muster your courage and never let anybody to play with your life. You are Baba's daughter don't worry nothing will happen to your parents . Deva thank you for everything. Please Baba bless us all always and increase our shradhha n saburi by each passing day.

  35. O Baba, please help me! I feel I can't go on anymore!
    I pray Baba everyday…please Lord. Tell me what to do with my life.
    Om Sai Ram.

  36. Om SaiRam bless everyone Babaji i love YOU Babaji YOU are our Father thankyou Babaji for being with me always and bless my family bless everyone Babaji

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