A Couple of Sai Baba Experiences – Part 1744

Shirdi Sai Baba Miracles and Leela in this Post:

I Cannot Be Separated From Baba

Anonymous Sai Devotee from USA says: Hello team, I am very thankful for the team for maintaining the site. It gives me hope and strength. I am a married woman residing in US. Please do not mention my name and my email address. I am a student too. This is my second post. My first post seems to be in the pending list.

Sairam everyone, I have been worshipping and praying to Baba since my childhood. My mother worshipped bhagawan Baba even before I was born. So, I got close to Baba through my mother. I went to balbikash and then sang bhajans and participated in religious activities. My success in studies, job, marital life and everything is due to grace of Baba. I am nothing without Him. I owe my everything to Him. I got everything far more than I deserved. It is all due to His blessings and grace. I am unsure whether I should write all these or not. May be God wants me to express. I am a Sai devotee and I pray to Baba during morning and night. I recite all the mantras, astottar namawali, arati during morning and evening. It gives me immense peace and satisfaction. I feel close to Baba while doing that. I like lighting lamps and I feel that I am lighting the lamps at Dwarakamai and Shirdi Sai Masjid. I feel so empty if I don’t get a chance to do it. I have been very, very close to Baba after I came to US. He is my everything.

My husband does not understand my prayers sometimes. Though he is also a Sai devotee and worships Baba, he asks me why do I need to recite all the mantras time and again? Why don’t I make it short? I don’t have any other bad habits. I am not an internet freak, neither I chat or hang up on phone. I just do my work, study and pray to God. Where did I do wrong? I am really upset because of it. This is the fourth or fifth time he said me that. He asks me to focus on my study and prioritize on my stuff. But, I can’t do that without worshipping Baba. Today morning, I just lighted the lamps and did not recite any mantras. I felt so bad. Oh Deva, why am I facing this situation? I love You so much, then why is this obstacle? Last time also he said me that about my prayer, then I could not sleep whole night. Yesterday night also I could not sleep and had to take medicine. I don’t know why I have to bear this suffering. Why can’t I pray You the way I want? Where is my mistake? I have not done any blunder at all. Oh God, this has really upset me and I feel so empty. I can’t even think of leaving this earth because my family needs me. God has given me everything, but, I don’t understand why is this obstacle for? I keep on crying. I can’t discuss with my husband too, it will be a scene. I know this is Kaliyug, I am suffering a lot, but, don’t know why?

My husband sarcastically says me civilized, religious, would be Sanyasi and all. Yes, I do worship God, I love Baba more than anything else, I am alive because of Baba. Baba has been with me always. My life runs through Baba’s blessings. How can I forget that? More or less I have always seen my mother worshipping God with great dedication. I inherited that from her too. Baba pulled me towards me. I don’t want to blame You God. If You have pulled me towards You, why can’t I be with You? Why do I have to fear to pray You? It just takes me 30 minutes to pray You. We spent a lot in some other activities. If I dedicate, 1.5 hrs of the day in praying, did I do anything wrong? I don’t have any ego. I am just a child of Baba. I make plenty of mistakes and God forgives me, but, I don’t understand why I have to listen this time and again. Sometimes, if I listen bhajan at afternoon, He just turns it off saying it’s a odd time to listen bhajan. I am happier with Him.

God has given me the best husband in the world. I wish he could have understood my devotion to Baba. I know I have to study. I am waiting for Baba’s blessings. Oh God, I can’t be separated from You. Don’t leave me halfway and test my patience. I feel empty without You. I feel like a tragedy without You. I know might seem mad. Please help me Baba. Please give me a place at Your lotus feet, I want to pray to You till my last breathe, I cannot be separated from You. Baba, please bless me, I beg You to forgive me for all my silly mistakes. You know everything Baba! My life is through You, for You and because of You. I cannot say it to anyone except You. Please Baba do something and bless me. Please give me a place in Your heart. My heart is open for You. Sairam, Your’s and only Your’s!

Visit To Baba’s Temple

Anonymous Sai Devotee from Nepal says: I am small devotee of Baba. Firstly I prostate before Baba’s feet. Om Sai Ram to you all. I want to thank Hetalji and the unit for maintaining this amazing blog which helps us to purify our mind and soul everyday through various experiences of devotees around the world.

I used to know Baba since grade 1 when I was 5 years old. He used to come in my dream but Baba properly entered in my life since 2010 after I read Sai satcharitra parayan of a week. After that I left myself completely at His feet. I was undergoing serious black magic problems. My healths, my studies all were properly drained and my parents even left faith that I may survive or live normal life. Study, marriage, kids were like joke to me as I never believed nor till now, I believe that I can fight and rise. I was so sad and angry with Baba that inspite of me being with You like crazy how could You let me go through all this. After all this trauma I left to worship or pray to Him saying no one can save me not even You as black magic was done from my family members residing in same house. Every time she used to put something in my food, bed and make me ill and drive me crazy. Slowly I began to lose attention of mind, food apatite and all. How I wish if Baba had showed me who she was at that time. I knew this few months before and was too shattered. I don’t know what karma got me, my own grandmother being witch and trying to kill me for increasing her powers, which was told to us by many Mata and Devi in our dreams! I really can’t understand what got me here this badly that I lost my everything my health, career and time by my own family member. I can’t go to anyone’s home who have loving grandmother. It kills me like hell that why I got this? I really want to see if my past karma was that bad to face all these who rarely even dream of these things happening to them.

After 18 months of continuous treatment and pujas and fast and going to different black magic removers and spending tons of money, finally I was a bit in senses. It’s hard to say I am doing CA. But you can analyze from my situation that it’s for name sake and I haven’t passed since 2015. You can’t imagine where my life is heading and I am 25 without degree or proper health. Last week was my birthday on Thursday. After 18 months I was praying Baba to visit Him after this long as I was missing Him when I began to come to senses. I nearly died physically but mentally, socially, career wise I was dead already for long. I prayed to Him to come to Him on scooter myself alone for about 17 kms far from my home. My family won’t really allow me to ride as I was so ill that I may fall down, get attacked again, moreover I don’t even have license! But I don’t know what faith kept me going. I reached there safely and attended all bhajans, kirtans and arti. Eyes knew no bounce that after coming to proper senses I got His darshan. I reached home safely without any problem in my riding. No license check, no accident nothing. I am praying Him to come in my dream. My dream is covered from all black cats, ghosts, dead people hung on trees and every evil that can happen. Please Baba if I m supposed to live then let me live peacefully else take away this life. I will better suffer something else than to be tortured by own family members! I have a small belief that I may recover soon but it seem endless problem to me. Anyways I could drive safely to Him after so long, being totally ill was a great achievement in itself. Bless me Baba. If You wish then nobody can do any harm. The pic of temple on my birthday is attached hereby. Om Sairam.

Conceived With The Blessings Of Sai Baba

Anonymous Sai Devotee from USA says: First of all I would like to thank Sai Baba for His grace and the hardwork of the whole team in putting together this beautiful website. This is a modern day Sai Satcharitra, creating faith and strong devotion in many devotees’ heart. We are devotees of Baba, Who pulled me and my husband close to Him, and we are very blessed to be living under His grace. We wanted to write our experience to express our love and gratitude towards Sai Baba for some time but always procrastinated. We invoke His grace in penning down our experience.

We were introduced to our dear Baba in Oct of 2015, when we decided to visit Baba’s temple for Diwali pooja. Little did we know that this was His plan and a turning point in our lives. Seeing Baba, singing aarthi and stepping into that temple, left us with a divine feeling that we went every Thursday to get His blessings. In this one and half years we have felt His presence and experienced lot of miracles.

We have been married for 8 years now and we could not start a family during this time due to various reasons. Finally when we wanted to start, we didn’t know what lay ahead and that is when Baba came to bless us. We tried for close to a year but without any luck. It was a very painful phase for us and but this website gave me a lot of faith and strength. In this time, we did Nav guruvar vrat for my husband’s health and for the baby. My husband saw lot of improvements in his health by the miraculous powers of Udi. Soon after, we went to India and felt His presence all over. Baba’s temple was very near to my parents’ home in Bangalore and also in-laws’ home in Chennai. Everywhere I travelled, I saw Him. This left me astonished. This had never happened on my previous visits to India. That is when I knew for sure, that He has taken us under His fold.

Once we were back in US, with lot of expectations and pressure from family and friends, we continued trying to conceive. With no results, we slowly became desperate. But we continued to pray to our dear Baba to come to our rescue. After 1 year, around Oct 2016, we decided to consult a doctor and get preliminary check-up done. Doctor suggested looking for some blockages in uterus. We went through that procedure, but no blockages were found. We did not find our answers scientifically on what was going wrong. We kept trying leaving everything to God. It was during this time; Baba came to our house and blessed us. My sis-in-law visited us from India and she got me a beautiful framed wooden picture of Baba. It was totally unexpected, as it was only recently that we were taken under Baba’s refuge. My joy knew no bounds seeing Him. Exactly that month, we found out that I was pregnant. Our joy knew no bounds and we thanked Baba for coming home to bless us.

We are forever indebted to Him. Now I am 4 months pregnant and I am sure by His grace we will have a healthy baby. His ways are unique but as Sai Satcharitra says, He always comes to the rescue of His devotees. To progress in this spiritual path He expects only Shraddha and Saburi from us. He is very much alive and blessing His devotees all over the world. He was not confined to His body before when He was alive and neither is He now, when He is without form. I hope with His blessing we continue to remember His name and sing His praises. Sri Sachidananda Sadhguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai.

Sai Ram – Our Saviour

Anonymous Sai Devotee from India says: I am a very small devotee of “Shirdi Sai Baba”. I came to know about “Sai” before 12 years by my father. From that time itself I became Sai devotee. This is my first post”. I want to thank Hetalji and entire team who is working behind this platform and all the devotees for sharing their experiences.

From my college days itself I had faced lot of problems in my personal life, after completing degree I got married. I had faced lot of problems in marriage life too which finally ended in divorce. But in each and every stage “Sai Baba” supported me to come out from those problems. I started Nav Guruwar vrat for getting job when I was separated from my husband, because I don’t like to be a burden for my parents. On ninth Thursday, I got job with Baba’s grace. After separation my husband filed divorce case which increased my sorrow and hurt me a lot. Around three years I faced lot of troubles due to the divorce case. Only Sai Maa helped me a lot and lot, to come out of those terrible situations and finally we both got divorced by mutual consent. Really thanks a lot Sai Ram for supporting and helping me always to face my hardship times boldly and come out of those hardships.

With Baba’s grace I went to Shirdi for the first time with my father. We went to Shirdi with an travel agency, it was one week trip, on second day, we were on the way to Mandralayam. For having lunch we all got down from bus and I kept my handbag down and sat for a moment on roadside and I totally forgot to take the bag and we all went to have lunch. After one hour I recognized that I missed my handbag somewhere and then I ran out to the place where I missed it. But for my surprise I found the bag exactly on the same place where I had missed it, nothing was lost in my handbag (my money, id cards, mobile, debit card). Only my Sai helped me to get my handbag again with all things inside. On sixth day of the trip, we had very good darshan of “Lord Vithoba“, Pandharpur, and then we started to Shirdi. I was very excited to have Sai Maa’s darshan. And finally we reached Shirdi and with Sai’s grace we attended evening aarthi, and we had a blessed darshan of our “Sai Ram”. After visiting Shirdi, I became even closer to my Sai Maa and I regularly watch Sai Baba serial directed by Ramanand Sagar (online) and used to read this blog which increases my faith more and more in Sai.

Without Sai I am nothing. I am very, very happy to be His daughter. Due to less projects in my company I lost my job. Sure I will again post my experience after I get my new job. I am waiting for Your blessings Sai Ram. Really sorry Sai Ram for posting this very late. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Ram.

Baba’s Endless Grace

Anonymous Sai Devotee from India says: I would like to thank Hetalji and the entire team behind this blog. It really gives us hope and faith during tough times. My family and I have been devotees of Sai Baba since past 20 years. Sai has stood by us through thick and thin. This is my 3rd experience on this blog.

In the second week of April’17, on a Saturday morning my mother told me that her left breast secreted a clear discharge upon being pressed. She of course got scared as she is above 40 and it is advised that women above 40 years of age should get a an annual mammography done. However we did get a mammogram done in December’16 and by Sai’s grace and it was normal. This really worried my mom as she thought four months back her tests were normal and now all of a sudden she was facing that problem. I told her to keep faith and apply Baba’s Vibhuti and wait for a day and we shall visit a doctor on Monday (to be on the safer side). She did the same on Sunday and Monday morning and on Monday evening we visited a gynaecologist who upon examining said that there was nothing to be worried about. Her both breasts were absolutely normal and just asked us to get her thyroid checked so that she could adjust her thyroid med. And said nothing else to worry. The whole weekend I was praying Sai Baba that please help my mom. Plus when we were at the doctors I was reading Sri Sai Satcharitra on my phone and praying to Baba. I cannot thank Sai enough for how He has always stood by us. To all the devotees, always have faith in Baba. He’s always listening to us and is well aware of our problems. Shraddha and Saburi is all that Sai Baba asks from us. May Sai bless us all.

Baba In Dreams

Sai Devotee Shilpa from India says: Hi friends I am Shilpa from Andhra Pradesh. I started studying Satcharitra book. Every day I use to get Baba in my dream yes in my dream. I use to pray Him every day and suddenly today I got a dream early in morning around 7 a.m like I went to Shirdi Sai Baba temple and prayed my wish to come true. Later I gave 116 rupees to some trust to denote for some poor people for there food. Tomorrow will be last day for my Satcharitra book, so I want to know why am I getting these dreams and what Baba is wishing me to do? Can anyone give me suggestion about my dream so that I can do accordingly. Thank you.

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